I remember so much about the times we shared together and at the same time so very little. There was a time in life when I never would have believed that there would be a day that I would ever love you. Now here we are. There is so much between us left unsaid and undone. I want to tell you how I feel and yet I'm afraid. So much time has passed. In two years I have seen you once, but still it is you and you alone who holds my heart. So what can I tell you now? I love you more than I thought I could ever love anyone. My life has never been the same since the moment that I realized I loved you. There is not a day that goes by that your name does not escape my lips. I want to tell the way that my heart aches for you. I feel so much and say so little. If only for once you could read my thoughts and see my heart. You would would see the life you breathed into my soul when everyone else turned away. And now you're still here even though you could turn away and wash your hands of me. I must be one of the luckiest people to have you still so far away and still caring for me through everything. I change from day to day. After all this time though the one thing that remains constant is the truth and the knowledge that I love you. There is no doubt in my mind no one that could take your place. Yet you know none of this. So maybe now it's time for me to tell you. I need you in my life. I need you as more than my friend. I need your love because you have all of mine. I want you to be mine. I want to make this love we share work because it has to. Forgive me for being scared to tell you, but what if you said no. The thought of you not being with me scares me. So I haven't asked what you wanted. It was one day, and still it will remain with me for the rest of my life. Just as I always hoped you would. I love you and no matter what happens I will always love you.