It seems kind of strange
That I’m thinking of you
After so much time has passed
You were the one true friend that I had
The one who deserved my trust and love
I just can’t seem to get you out of my mind
Or, even worse, out of my heart.

Never in my life have I felt the way I now do
Such completely different emotions
All at once

It is selfish of me to want things the way they were
When I know that you have finally found true happiness
But I cannot help the way I feel and what I want

To turn back the hands of time
Till we reach the point where things between us were good
Is my one and only wish

If there were any way for me to let you know
The true extent of my feelings for you
I would do it in an instant
But would then walk away so as not to ruin your life

I miss you like crazy and I think part of me always will
But I have to let the memory of you fade away
I have to find someone else to take your place in my heart

I’m writing this knowing that you will never read it
I just need to let some of my feelings out
I need to be able to deal with those feelings

I guess, in a way, I’m letting you go
Though I know that it will take a long time for me to do that
This is just my way of finally saying goodbye to you
Because I ruined my chance before

I hope that your life brings you all of the joy and love you deserve
And I pray that you experience no pain or suffering
Now its time for me to send you on your way
So goodbye forever to my first taste of love.