When you lose someone who means the wold to you what happens to your world? what becomes of you? This is what I wrote. In tne beginning it feels like you are dead, like it's the end of the road. Nothing you do make sense anymore, nothing you feel is worth fighting for, nothing you loved before seems to have a meaning and evrything you say sound demeaning. You feel bitter and angy all day, not able to concentrate or take the pain away, nothing makes you happy or sad, sometimes you're not sure if you're alife or not. You just pray and hope that someday the pain will be gone and if you survive again, then you just move on.