Won't forgive,Just forget

so tired of the games
tired of the lies,
its all just getting lame
tired of not seeing in your eyes
that you need me, and you feel the same

you don't know what you want
don't think you ever did
but whats new here
you just forget everything that you've said
and keep drinking your beer
forget about me, and how you hurt me so much
you messed up so bad,
left me alone,without your touch
now you say forgive,
cause you messed up
but how can i ,when i've been through all this
when im all alone in the dark, thinkin of the past
and how i regret having you to miss
i want my life back
need to move on
independence is what i lack
its been that way for too long
you had something good,
and threw it all away with your sobberness
you've changed in so many ways
don't think your ever comin back
its all done and over with
done and in the past
no more standing behind you
just my mind sinking in regret
i'll keep thinking to myself
i won't forgive, but just forget