i have to
By: Sarah Lilley

thru all the pain
thru all my tears
i've got thru the rain
and over my fears
but its not the same
with you never near

you left so fast
left me wonderin "why"?
you left with no warning
and no goodbye

it hurt so much
to be left all alone
left without someones touch
now it seems my hearts turned to stone

i turn others away
shut everyone out of my life
i keep thinking no guy will ever stay
and i'll forever have to live with pain and strife

i can never forget
nor forgive
all our time together i regret
cause i've been hurt, and have no more life to live

why couldn't you see
that without you
there was no me
i guess you didn't realize
that you and me should've been "we"
we belong toghether
we should be like that forever

but thats not your plan
you want no commitment
no one holding you back
but then can't you see
that love is what you'll lack

but i understand
and i see clearly
that you don't need me
im not part of your plan
and dont think i ever will be
this hurts so much
and you know this
i think its fun for you,
but im still without your touch
all because you don't know how to be true

and don't think i never knew
i knew there were others
you probably hurt them too
thats the game you play
and seem to always win
never meaning to stay

so thats it...
its done.and in the past
done and over with
you left like all the others
for me, thats nothing new
but i'll get my life back
and get over you
cause im stronger that ever
and now i know i'll get thru
cause your gone..and left me no choice
i have to