Have you ever met someone that was so perfect, that you just didn’t want your feelings to show? Well I have. I met this guy in summer school, and he was just so perfect. The funny thing is he liked me! He wanted to be with me. We spent all our time together. We were inseparable. I ruined it though. I told him that I didn’t want a boyfriend! At first he understood, yet he stood by me. Maybe he was hoping I would change my mind. I never did! We spent every summer night and day together. It was awesome. He introduced me to his friends and him to mine. We went to parties, and we always had a blast. We kissed a few times, and it was pure bliss. Then one night, it all changed. We got in our first, and little did I know our last, fight. He came over once after that faithful night. But I was asleep, so he hung out with my friend. Now, I want him back. I want my whole summer back. If I could change what happened that summer I would. I would in a heartbeat. I knew I had feelings for him, but I’m not one to show my feelings. I know I hurt him…but I have and I guess I always have had strong feelings for him. Now he is with another girl. I don’t want to end something he might find happiness in, but I wish he would just glance my way one more time. Maybe…Just maybe he would find happiness in me and give me one more chance.
If he gave me the chance…I would apologize forever and ever. I didn’t mean to hurt him. I was just in that phase where I wanted to him fun and I didn’t want a guy tying me down.