I try not to think about the day you left us
I try to think of all the joy you brought us

I try not to vision you lying in that bed
I try to vision you here instead

I try not hear that your not with us now
I try to hear that your with us forever

I try not to feel the hurt and pain
I try to feel happy when they say your name

I try not to wish for you to be gone
I try to wish for your life to be long

I try not to remember all the things I should have said
I try to remember you instead