Ghosts and Ghouls keep haunting me
how will the future be
dark and scary that is the only guarantee
as the endless thoughts keep plaguing me
Will I marry early?
Will I marry at all?
Will I have a good job?
Will I have a job at all?
Will I ever be happy?
My cynical mind thinks not
as worries and concerns forever entrap my mind
Twists and turns all around
no solitude is found
What I know is very little
but maybe that’s the way its meant to be
Maybe we should just sit back and have fun
but my conscience is holding me
I worry too much, I fear too much
every where I am, every place I go
I can’t escape my clinging mind
which holds me to goodness – stops me from acting stupid
very little time I’ve escaped them ropes that tie me
One everlasting thought that stays
is the thought of losin’ these relays
relays of life – hurdles we have to pass
While my conscience is slowing me down
my life is going to drown
drown in unhappiness and drown in sorrow
My future looks bleak
when my ability to have fun is weak
How do I escape my conscience?
How do I live a normal life?