Should I be here
Knowing all that I've learned
Having felt so many feelings
So unable to bury the past
With no future to look forward to
Should I be here
Trying to help you
When I can't help myself
Trying to love you
When I can't love myself
Should I be here
Trying to be who I am
When I don't know who I am
Telling you what I need from you
When I can't hear what my heart is telling me
Should I be here
Pretending to be happy for your sake
When I know I need to open up and cry for you
Pretending to be strong for your sake
When I know I need to show you my weakness
Should I be here
Standing up for what has become my life
When nobody understands my life
Trying to be with you
When the only thing I trust is telling me I'm going to lose you